my lady…
to be honest… i really miss you..
i just want to see you… boggoshippo yo..
if i can drive to your place i would.. but… things just don’t go like
you want it too..
BUT..

i just want to see you

changing..
ever since i got back from camping. nothing really bothers me anymore.
is that a good thing? :) lol i mean i’ve been really positive about things..
even words from my dad… it doesn’t really bother me.. well not a lot..
a small back pain is only bothering me for now.. lol sometimes i feel really
lazy because of it.. its painful to move. eh, i’ll manage..
let’s just be optimistic about things… i’m just hoping to lose some weight
before going back to school. :) let’s start some changes and get back to
our feets! be independent! support ourselves! FIGHT FOR FREEDOM!

This morning..
my parents were talking as i was cleaning my room..
Dad: I was right. these kids are shit! They are shit to us. and they can’t do anything to support us or themselves..
MOM: if they are shit. means that you are shit too. i raise them to be respectful and responsible. you raise them like shit. so quit complaining. It’s our fault too, we been busy with collecting money that we don’t even spend time with them. Now, they’re grown up and they ACTUALLY want a job. but my daughter has to wait on us because we need time to teacher her how to drive. yet we are working. your older son is out with friends, and doesn’t listen. who’s fault is that? so, if you are going to complain that my children are shit and royal kings and queen because they are stuck inside the house cleaning, take a look at yourself first before complaining…. DO you not know that when you say that it hurts them? so shut up!
after that dad just shuts up… :/
i feel like sometimes they buy our love with money… :x


